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[ July 16th, 2006] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | afi ] rainbowsuicide I wanna turn the music up so loud in my head phones it’ll make my ears bleed I wanna take a knife and gouge out my eyes so I can’t see It’s not fair for me to stay alive if I’m not happy with being me So when you see me lying there bleeding and not breathing, just let me be I wanna bang my head so hard against the wall I’ll go brain dead I wanna scream so loud you can finally understand the things I’ve said Whoever said life is the greatest thing god created is a bunch of bullshit cause I’m fucked up and no, nothing in my life is Zen So when you see me there with my throat cut open and eyes rolled to the back of my head, just leave me be I wanna press the cigarette so hard against my face I’ll get 3rd burn degrees Never eat, throw up my insides and carve into my stomach with a razor blade that reads ‘Fatty’ Everyone used to say I was better off dead and I guess now I agree So when you see me with a note in one hand and a gun in the other, just let it be I wanna make you see the real side of me The messed up, suicidal, fucked up mental freak Isn’t it sometimes hard to believe what you read… So when you get a phone call, saying the your friend or your girlfriend is dead It was because you didn’t take this poem seriously Even though this was my last goodbye, my rainbowsuicide plea to the world And this time, you will just have to let things be… read - 0 - cmnt

[ June 20th, 2006] [ mood | creative ] [ music | cute is what we aim for ] 8th grade dance ( pictures ) Graduation ( pictures ) road trip  ( pictures ) hoooray for best friends ! read - 2 - cmnt

[ February 20th, 2006] [ mood | gotta pee pee ! ] [ music | Nirvana ] alright so long time . im sorry for being the biggest jerk ever. i was just stressed , i guess. well my computer is fucked, so im at the Apple Store in Woodfield with Jovan & Meagan. i hate Kevin Barone & Joanna "slut face" : ) everyone is friends again & i love it . peace . read - 0 - cmnt

[ February 5th, 2006] [ mood | whatever ] [ music | neo + mcginnis ] i want to move. i dont want a boy. i dont want sympathy. i dont want to change. I AM ME read - 0 - cmnt

[ February 2nd, 2006] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | michael jackson ] all my pictures got deleted. im mad , very. i want to go to jakes show but i no one will go with me. i hate tph. everyone is annoying me. i feel like im losing friends. i probably am, im a bitch. i want to get the hell out of this town. help me ♥ read - 1 - cmnt

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